Emily telling Lydia goodbye

[This week Emily’s blog would have required tons of brackets for explanations, so I decided to create a document that gives the basic history of her and her family. This will be able to serve as a link from time to time in her blogs, to reference for clarification. While Emily is very accurate, most of the time, sometimes she gets the order of events mixed up. This other document will help to clarify.]

My family came to visit me then I was in the orphinige. Also after when I was adopted I spent time with my sister Annie and my family. Also my family gave me pictures about my sisters and brother. They keep come to see me all the time. And after I am going to the orphinige then I saw my sister Annie before we came to the Amarica. And after I met my sister Lydia. When I saw Lydia first time I never think she can not talk. I love her so much it’s hard for me because she saw me first time and she jump me and she thought I am Mama Oksana. I thought she will come to Amarica with me but she can not come to Amarica with me, but I got scared because of it.

I care about my sister Lydia because I love her. It’s hard for me because I want she come to Amarica with me. I am think about her avry day. It’s hard for me to leave Lydia from Russia. It’s hard because Lydia my sister and it’s hard for me to leave her in Russia. Lydia do not know that I am her sister because her brain is broke. My mom Oksana got Lydia in her hands and put her in the hot stove, and my dad [Anatole] took from the stove and Lydia went to hospital. My dad from Russia was helping be a good dad. I miss my sister Lydia because I wish that she come to Amarica with me. I remember avrything. I never saw her before because orphinige never told about her before.

I never saw her before, I never know that I am her sister. Because nobody told me about her. I know that I am her sister. I know that all my sisters miss her. Lydia need family someday. But she cannot handle about her life because she got burned in the stove and her brain got damage. Lydia never have a normal life because she cannot talk or communicate. She always stay in the orphinige because the orphinge good and also helping kids. Kids need help like freedom and love. Most survive, children. We need help for children. I like opportunities to help children always because I want to give them happiness, love, family, freedom, shelter, food, water, home.

My sister Lydia just need help. Some orphiniges be bad but my sister Lydia, her orphinige it’s not bad. Because Lydia need help. Her orphinige helping her. I love my sister Lydia so much because she is my sister. It’s hard for me loose someone like my sister Lydia from Russia. It’s hard when I left Lydia my sister from Russia. I know it’s hard for me to leave her in Russia. My mom, Okasana not very nice to my sister Lydia. I know she still in Russia and makes me very angry or sad. But I am lucky that I am adopted my new family because some kids don’t get be adopted like me. But God blessed me to have family.

In the orphiniges they kids tell me don’t go to Amarica because family’s going to take away your organs. [Other orphans and even some adults warned Emily that she might become the victim of people in the U.S. taking and selling her organs.] But I don’t believe that because my family adopted my sisters and they doing good. And I said I will go to Amarica because I knew that they never take away organs because I trust them about my family. I never give up on my family and I never give up on my sister Lydia how she still in Russia. I am miss her a lot. I do believe that my sister Lydia from Russia she can smile avryday.

[If you found parts of Emily’s blog confusing, you can review her first family history that will add clarification.]

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